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25 March 2006 @ 02:31 pm

Current Mood: giddygiddy
Current Music: I've Got A Crush On You>Michael Buble
Current Mood: artisticartistic
Current Music: For You I Will (Confidence)>Teddy Greiger
29 January 2006 @ 04:02 pm
So this is going to be my last entry on livejournal.

I had something planned for this entry but I changed my mind.

I'm trying to rid myself of memories right now.

+ text messages have been deleted
+ poems will be organized and hidden away (possibly thrown away)
+ letters, pictures and such will be put away

I am emotionally exhausted. I am tired. I am tired of everything. I'm sick of having this never ending stomach ache and feeling used, lied to and completely fucked over.

SO I decided that part of the memory ridding process will be to delete this journal..maybe not delete it..but stop writing it anyways. I already have a journal i write in every night..I don't need this one also.

well, it's been fun...i guess =\ so yeah. continue journaling pals.

im done.

Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Chasing Ghosts>Dashboard Confessional
11 January 2006 @ 03:07 pm
So I have decided to do the nerdiest thing in the history of nerds...

I have decided to change this from a regular journal..to an electronic book of my poems. Of course it won't be every single poem I've ever written (be glad, cause there is a lot) but I am finally ready to open up my poetry to other people..if you don't want to read it then don't but just know that I most likely won't be posting about my day/life/whatever anymore...this will mostly just be an inspiration journal. Nerdy I know, laugh if you must..but I think it will be good for me to finally start (hopefully) getting feedback on the stuff I write.

Besides..I'd rather tell people about whats going on in my life myself than have them read it via livejournal..its just no fun that way.

And since I can't just leave this entry quoteless i shall place a quote from the poem "said the shotgun to the head" by saul williams in here.

"Sorcery of self:
a phrase I coined
and now surrender to you

it's as if I
swallowed an interior decorator

I like my heart where it is

I cannot make your past disappear
only rabbits, my love
only rabbits"

omg. i cant get enough of this guy. *le sigh* his style and word choice just makes me envy him so much..

he is helping me quit love poems.

im so excited for a new style of writing.

Current Mood: creativeinspired
Current Music: Time Turned Fragile>Motion City Sounctrack
01 October 2005 @ 01:53 am
You have finally given me the fuel I need to move on. Things have changed for the better...as did this journal which means FRIENDS ONLY. Comment and maybe I'll add you =P
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic